-_- Skype keeps track of your most contacted people in descending order. Within a week she was in the 2nd spot. Within two weeks she was in the first spot. We talked almost non-stop for a month so she stayed there. Something happened at the end of that month and we haven't really talked since... like maximum once or twice a week if that. It took 3 months for the people in other spots to move up. -_- It's just feels weird that I talked more with her in a month than I talked to a lot of these other people in the course of 3 months and that when she wasn't in that first place any more she dropped to fifth. idk

So... I have to pick up some family from the airport and am reminded of why I hate picking up family from the airport. I'm a very resourceful person but how am I supposed to know when and where to pick you up without any flight number or even the airlines. Doesn't help they're coming from another country and she doesn't have a US cell phone to tell me they've arrived. Or the fact that I have no idea what she looks like because I've never met her before. -_- I'm very resourceful... But even khoi magic won't work here. Here's to hours of idling at the international terminal because I don't have a crudely written by sharpie sign with bad Vietnamese writing on it.

-_- this was probably one of the longest games I've played... or atleast it felt that was

Early on in the game, our Gangplank was complaining about lag... after getting and almost sure kill on Gangplank "A SUMMONER HAS DISCONNECTED" lolwtf? so... what would have turned out to be first blood onto Gragas turned into a double kill by the Gragas and Ezreal botlane (stupid... I know) We both revived and he reconnected went back to botlane and lagged out again. Got killed by Ezreal and Gragas. -_- So... being down 0/3/1 we were disheartened, but the other team made foolish mistakes. Having no Jungler, our Tristana was 2v1'd top. She killed both the Vayne and the Tryndamere that attempted to dive her... being the baddies they were Ezreal and Gragas pushed my lane ot the tower, allowing me to farm with Poison trail. Being worth practically nothing, I was able to farm while the Ezreal and Gragas just derped around and tried to kill our tower. ^-^ Thank you fiddles ult. Picked up 2 assists. Being worth nothing, I could do stupid shit like tower dive and throw Ezreal back onto Fiddles ult for the assist. Our Annie was damn good too... killed Anivia in mid, and helped gank other lanes. Our Tristana tower hugged and just farmed up... not the best items but she went to work and killed kids. Being worth nothing I initiated every fight and threw back the Tryndamere that thought he was smart trying to kill our all squishy team. It was fun... until my poison accidentally got a kill. I was suddenly worth something again -_- That's not the most fun position to be in if you're playing a ph15h style feeder style initiate Singed... then I got another and another until I had 2 kills. Being stupid... I dived and gave the other team a large sum of gold. As my team did Baron all I did was derp around mid and make the enemy team run around. ^-^ Good shit... I died, but I died before they got Baron so the other team was none the wiser due to their awful or maybe even non-existant warding skills. Oh well... we won through master baiting from Tristana and myself which lead to 5 Man Fiddles ults that killed everybody but the Tryn.

 

I've noticed every 4v5 or3v5 I've won had a Gragas on the other team. lol... coincidental?

-_- Won a 4v5 with Shen and went Godlike. Only 4 total deaths on our team :D 4v5 has its perks... You gain experience faster since you have 3 solos and people on the other team get cocky :D -_- Harassed me and I still out CS'd the other team's Teemo... died came back and double killed bottom >.> bad Gragas and Teemo. They surrendered at 30 minutes after the Team Scores were 7 towers, 28 to 4 :P

Every and anybody out there with a PS3 that does not have Burnout Paradise and all of its DLC. GET THE COMPLETE EDITION OFF of PSN for $30. It'll eventually come to the 360 as a DLC bundle pack if Criterion people are to be believed since the DLC pack is for 19.99 right now. It is such a steal. Consider this:
Burnout Paradise: 19.99 Retail, Plus tax and whatnot if bought physically.
Party Pack: 9.99 off PSN or XBL or a part of the "Ultimate Box that wasn't really Ultimate"
Legendary cars: 7.99 off PSN or XBL. -_- Nice cars. Not worth the price separate TBH. like 3-5 bucks each
Time Savers Pack: 4.99 off PSN or XBL. Kinda lame, but you get all the cars from the get go. yay
Toy Cars:  12.99. Nice fun cars to drive :D
Boost Specials: 7.99
Cops and Robbers: 9.99
Big Surf Island:  12.99. OMG THIS IS EPIC.

That's close to 87 bucks. -_- Now think about it... 87-30 = 57. 57 dollars saved. Even then, just taking into account DLC ALONE. The DLC bundle is for 20 bucks, which is the same price as the game. So if you just get he DLC
Add all of them together and what do ya get? 67-20= 47. You're saving 47 bucks still if you have the game without any of the DLC. -_- Kinda feel guilty for not getting any of the DLC beforehand, but glad I waited.

After all that I've done, I'm still treated like shit?

I do most good deeds out of generosity and to try to help better their lives so I don't really care but after all this I'm still treated like a nobody? I drive them places, I pick them up from places, I help them transport things, I help them get through the bureaucratic mess that is California, I lend them money, I talk with them when they need to vent, I teach them English, I translate for them, I help their kids with homework, I teach them how to do things they have not yet done before, I share my food with them, I fix their computers, I fix their TVs, I set up their equipment, I take them shopping, I help them when they're in need, yet when I'm in need and just ask a simple fucking favor I just get a flat out "No?" What kind of fucking family/ world is this? You can't be doing things expecting something in return, but just a simple compliment, display of gratitude or returning of the favor couldn't be too much to ask? It's like nothing I do makes any progress and I'm just turning out to be that guy that they can rely on without ever considering that person's need. I'm fucking tired.

Thank god I didn't click checkout... Blu-ray pocket Burning. Star Trek 3 Disc. Monsters, Inc. 4 Disc.  God of War Collection. Oh gawd...